rindunye kt someone ni.. he makes me hurt, he makes me happy, he makes me feel alive. he makes me everything.. but all of this was gone.. no more sunrise..dats what we call life.. tak sentiasa mendapat kebahagian.. lebih kurang cam ni la.. langit tak selalu cerah.. atau..ku sangka panas hingga ke petang tapi rupanya hujan di tengahari. u knows rite.. tu semua adalah ketentuan Tuhan Yang Maha Esa. perasaan rindu, sayang, kehilangan, sedih selalu menerpa diruangan hati ini... (ceewahh) . apakan daya kita hanya insan biasa, tak mampu untuk mengubah takdir Allah. biarlah dia gembira dgn hidupnya..
mcm mana nk lupakn.. its very hard, but have to try it.. comparing to forgetting, pain is much easier. how come it could be like that..which is better?
i thought dat it is easier to fall in love.. but its not.. bukan semua org bole jatuh cinta dgn semudahnya..once dh over, baru la tau.. padan la muka aku.. sape suruh gatal2 nk try kn..yg org suruh buat xnk, yg org larang tu jgk nk buat..
i admit dat dis is my first time to feel like dis.. aku rase cm bodoh je..whtaever la.. just a new experience kn.. haha.. y not cuba lagi..wahaha..masa mula-mula stay away, aku rasa sgt la sunyi. ntah pape je.. padahal family ramai je kt sini.. its my fault..im ignoring myself, im lost.. org nmpak mcm im ok.. but the truth is i feel so bad.. he never treated me badly, very soft spoken, caring,take care, gentleman.. y i cant have him..mybe i deserve the better one..
what if he come back to me...? should i accept him..? should i?
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